Ive never felt like I've actually done all i can do for my life, sometimes that tends to bother me way to much, i know i could do better but i feel like i tried once and it got thrown in face as YOU WHERE NEVER HERE ,
that tends to throw me way back and i used to write so much and i got lost for a year where i got stuck to one topic and it tends to happen to everyone with a broken heart , and it happened to me but it made me a better writer (i think) now i think I'm half way to what i always wanted to do with great friends but sometimes i feel like i need to do better than just follow a dream ...
every time Ive followed a dream i seem to wake up i seem to get lost and i forget who i am .
everyday i fight this monster that's the reason I'm always gone doing nothing in my own head .....
